…but you were the one thing who holds me up. and now you’re gone. and i am lost. terribly lost. i can’t find my corner in the sky. for you have been my compass, my guiding star. now, i can never really stay in one place anymore. i’ll wander through this vast, cruel and ever-so-crazy world of unwanted hopes and dreams. without any trace of sanity.
you have deserted me and i still love you.
how can you be so happy when my heart is in an awful yet funny bottle of a beverage labeled as “BITTERNESS”? amazing. this wine of desperation is concentrated. every drop of it depicts how much my whole being is still pathetically wanting to be near you…again.
bye!! that’s all i’ve got.
p.s. i miss you.. so much.
